holds me tight while shaking) Depressed Tarnished: i know. Tiche: (tears dropping from her face eyes. i can not bare witnessing and losing myself completely, and attacking you. After i mercy killed your mother alecto, from her maddening prison experience. I was truely greatfull and happy that a powerful black knife assassin, willingly decided to become my spirit summon by her own choice. we had are happy moments together on this journey. we had eachother in this dark and painfull world. put an end to the horror that is the me you see in front of thee. grand this tarnished you travelled with his final request. and let the dark thoughts personify, and controle the tarnished you fought so hard with. I wish you no harm of what i might become if i would lose controle of my self. It kept haunting me more and more after witnessing too mutch of these tragedies of my Comrades/friends. The anger, Rage, sadness, regret, pain, horror, guild, self loathing for being unable to do more, trying to safe them from this fate, these disturbing and dark thoughts growed, and showed up more every day. and influenced me too mutch with these negativity emotions i felt after witnessing these left and right. I tried saving them as mutch as i could, every next attempt even harder, with you by my side even witnessing it with me together. I have seen so many who i could call friends, live to see tragedies, only to permanently die before my verry eyes. I can't take this worlds suffering anymore. Depressed tarnished: please grand me death tiche.
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